Silence

In our silence my head screams!
These thoughts I think  all have to be dreams.

In our silence I've said a million words to you
And you reply, your quiet whispers velvety and soft.
Comforting not demanding, each word confirming your love.

In our silence our bodies draw nearer.
Eager, needing, never once resisting.
The screams in my head not nearly as threatening.

In my silence I wonder what you feel.
My soul seeks your soul.
Everything you are I long to know.

Breaking the silence you question my shyness..
I say nothing, I just kiss you hoping it conveys the questions, the insecurity, the happiness but most especially the love.
All wrapped up in one
In our silence, my thoughts screams with these..

My Heart

My heart is so guarded- locked up with chains, protected.
Never wanting to repeat that cycle, too weak for hurt, so brittle..
Still trying to solve love's riddle.

Its funny, thought I was so in love but it was phoney.
Acting like he really cared but he was faking.
Pretending to be mine but he was taken.

Reliving the stupid mistakes I keep making.
The same patterns I'm repeating.
Hoping he was the one.. Oh where has true love gone?

The cut so deep, so raw, but its healing.
Betrayed, enraged, had me grieving.
But now I'm strong, so long to dark nights and empty mornings.
Now you're gone there'll be no more mourning.

My heart is guarded- locked up with chains, protected.
Aching for release, eager to beat once more, full of love's bliss.

Us.

What we have is special.
No pretence, no guessing.
Whatever you feel I'm sensing.
Your heart and mine connecting.


What we share is strong.
No doubt that it'll last long.
Your kisses linger like a song.
No need to deny I'm sprung.


What we are is so true.
Where it will take us I haven't a clue.
I don't really care though,as long as its with you.


So hold me tight, don't let go.
'Cos if you do I'll probably break down.
In this dark sea I'll drown. 
Just like a king without his crown-
There's no me without you.


Yes, what we have is special.
And its all of you I'm loving.

Old Stuff

I found a couple of old poems I put on this website called all poetry when I was going through one of my many phases. This phase was the confused-about-feelings/I-think-I'm-a-poet phase. It's safe to say it didn't last very long. Got a couple of positive feedback though so uhm yeah, I'm going to post them all up here and I hope you like them. Peace and love xx