Saturday, 17 March 2012

Happy Mothers Day!

I've never been one to share my emotions with people. Love, sadness, fear, disappointment and all those deep feelings. I think about them a lot but I just can't bring myself to turn the thoughts into audible words or even type them down. Even when I manage to type them, sharing them with someone else is never an option. Somehow I think it's my blessing and my curse. People don't know how to hurt me but sadly they don't know how to reach me either. The only person I feel truly gets me is my Mum. She somehow knows how I'm feeling without me having to say a word. She never pressures me into talking about my feelings but pieces meaning together when I finally manage to spit out incoherent sentences about what's on my mind. She always knows the right things to say to me when I'm worried or upset. Most importantly she trusts me to make the right decisions for myself. Sometimes I think she trusts me a little too much, maybe gives me too much freedom but then I realize that's exactly what I need. No matter what choices I make, I know there's someone who still loves me wholeheartedly and unconditionally, who understands me even when I don't understand myself and who will do anything to make me happy... My Mother. The most beautiful, amazing, intelligent, enduring woman I know. Happy Mothers day Mummy. I love you with all my heart.
                   
                                                                                                           Your baby, Romoke.

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